happy day

yesterday, we went to sunway pyramid.. to celebrate his birthday, but it ended up with shopping..==

it was a very hot day, but it didnt affect my mood.. i hav been waiting for the day,, for a very long time, to go out with him..oh,, finally..

happy!!!!!

it was friday, and he thought there would be fewer people in sunway pyramid..

surprisely,, the place was crowded..==

we saw a padini store fair there.. he cant wait to shop,again.. how cute he was..

haha...

normally gurls will go crazy shopping when there's a fair or sale,and the boyfren had to wait for the gurl..but in our case, again,we are special from others,... he shopped there for 2 hours...oh my god.. it was a quite small fair,i didnt find anything to buy, but he , so busy choosing and testing the clothes..

i shopped alone while he was so 'busy'..

luckily, he didnt forget about our day..

we had the day together.. though just had a meal together.sitting together is enough for me..

enjoying the scenary of sunway lagoon from the restaurant we were having luch...

it was one of the happiest day i hav had with him...

and we were backed, i just realised that i didnt buy a birhtday cake for him..sorry!!!

the celebration wasnt a celebration,,==but i did prepare a bithday present for him..sure la

exam week...

sad to tell.. i din find any adik angkat..haha.
may be too busy with our studies and there's nothing to be chatted between us.
but i did helped my junior ..last last last week..ok,, at least i ...though i din help much..
hehe..
we are having exam now..
i did preparation.. not burning midnight oil.. and i think i can do quite well..
er,,well... for me...
hehe.. its satisfy if u hav worked hard on it..
last year.. i was wasting my one year time.. learning nothing,..
this year ,a better year.. better attitude..

recently.. i found myself to be very emotional.. just like wat xin yi has told in her own blog.. me too.. emotional problem seems getting serious..
sometimes very happy.. sometimes very down...
i think its normal la,,, as the course of life goes like that.. nothing's wrong..
but sadness shoud be as less as it can be.
who wants to be sad as he or she has the choice to choose...

exam week.. we has been studying in the study room ..
and fortunately.. i met nani again...
a malay fren that i hav known her in national service..
she is a very nice gurl.. pretty and cheerfull....
suddenly thought of the frens i hav met there..
miss all of them.. adlina,atirah,.en yusof.. who used to say: hang gagal la,gagal!!"
and we cold never forget the kindness beind his strict face.with the mr potato chip' beard.haha..
miss the days.. really...
writing my feelings here.. i think it is just a way for me to pour out my problems..
ma be there's no one to read my blog... but i am satisfied for being able to write here..
just make it like a practise for writing..haha..
i think din change better...

nice..

finally.. things become better..
changed my mind and making effort to be a siple gurl..
he is good , i am happy, and frends are nice to be friend again..

new batch of our junior entered ..
gotta find a adik angkat..
haha

start all over again.

i was in confusion and sadness for two weeks .
questions were like thousands of bubbles.. they popped up but soon they burst and disappeared in the air.. questions came and there seemed be no solution...
the atmosphere of sadness lasted for days..
had been trying to be the one i always be.. but i cant..
i am not myself in front of him..
i am silent in front of him...
i am speechless in front of him..
i am sensitive in front of him..

questioning myself was not the solution, it was the cause..
and i poured my heart out to my frends,, they listened to me, adviced me , and cheered me up..

now, the problems seems solved,, and i hope so..
start everything all over again..
tryin not being too sensitive..
and juz keep it on...