Blogging

I have been thinking to publicize my blog so that I can exchange link with other bloggers or know more bloggers from different places. Nah,when I say this,it doesn't mean that I could get international blogging friends(though I wish to =P).But I am not publicizing because of many reasons.^^ You know the reason if you know me^^

I started blogging since I know my boyfriend. Reading his blog was one of my favorite routine.
His blog was simple but it was the interesting and humorous content impressed me. His blog reflects (he still has his blog but...he hasn't been writing for some time) his youthful and no worries personality. This is what I love about him, a joyous one with pessimistic one to make a stability.XD

I am emotional and think a lot about every single thing related to my life,(excluding the content of my textbooks^^),so I have too much things in my head that I would compile them and write them into words.I am a typical petty girl with such emotional things and I often remember those upset than happy ones. That's the reason I only allow people I allowed to read.

I have been following some blogs and I have some curious parts with their spirit in posting blog and their thoughts. every single post is about thing that happened in their surrounding,and they seem happy everyday. Don't they have time being emo or tired or sad or gloomy?
And why I am being unhappy and worry more than being optimistic that I should?
and why lar I am writing like I am being emo again???? ish!

homestay(13-14 Nov 2010)

Finally, I have a host family in Japan which I have been looking forward to.
There was a party organized by LABO association on 13th Nov,We weren't able to attend.
Was a very nice part where most of the the members are children. There a some tutors working there(not sure they get paid or not though).My host family is one of the tutors.
hmm.. it was a really impressive association because most of them are children from 3 to 20 years old. And there was a litle 9 year old girl, introducing herself in English. I have to say that her English was good. She,Kurumi, was ery active and TALKATIVE.She was talking non stop since we met,all the way from Chou Fu to Mejirodai(40min JOurney) until she was taken home by his young father.
Her father has been working in Singapore Olypus Company,that is why their English was good.lol.
Impressive huh.^^

staying one night at my host family's house in Mejirou dai,which is 30 min walking distance from my hostel, too nea la=( i expected a farther one. lol..
Anyway,she is a very active and nice woman,just like my Tutor's mum. They are different from usual Japanese.. different in the way they think, clothes they wear, and their perspectives.

kimono!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehe

The next day was a fun day too. Left her house at 1030 am to Fuchuu.She is one of the tea servers in a Square Dance party. I bet you dont know about Square Dance. let me show u^^

wonder if you realized another impressive point in this video..haha
They are all old folks!!! 4 couples in a group dancing in an fixed way. the old folks were active,"Vigorous',spirited, and energetic. I couldnt believe my eyes that the Japanese old folks can be so active joining association and dancing club like this. And there are old men performing band up on the stage! wow.. their spirit had encouraged me,that i should be more active and confident.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Square_dance
I could see old ladies dancing as if she were 20 years old, shaking their body and move swiftly around. They dance whenever there was music!! guess what! I even saw someone flirting !! lol!!!
Was wondering if there were dubious relationship among some of them,just like how the tenagers feel when they are in such group.lol.i think too much.haha
or one or two of them in love with each other instead of they have their spouses back in their homes.lol! think too much liao!

I helped my 'mom' to give away the luch boxes and drinks. then we left at noon to get the children to another activity in Bubaigawara.
I had the chance to visit the museum. It is autumn now.. leaves are in yellow,green,red, brown and gold.. feel like they are shining in the sky, dropping with the touch of the breeze.

we had our lunch at a stone table where the floor fulled with yellow dried leaves.also had a candy floss from her!! wow.. as if I went back to my childhood time again^^ haha. I forgot how it felt untill i put in into my mouth,the candy melted as i put it into my mouth..




saw a japanese traditional tatami house with long balconies and big garden n the museum too.
post office and city hall 100 yeas ago and a primary school too.
i like the place so much.





then we went back to the square dance party again. enjoyed watching the old folks dances.of course i joined their dance too,though i was damn clumsy and unskilled with the dance. haha..had gun though.

hmm.. was a tiring day but i had had fun!!!oh ya, i met Tj's host family too but she sent him home early this morning.. she was a nice lady too. she had once lived in Malaysia for 3 yeears and her Malay was good!! nice chatting with her^^

upset and upset and upset!!!!

Now,I am very very unhappy...
Just Unhappy...

Something that you have been waiting for whole day or whole time
suddenly turned into into nothing,
being dumped,in this Thursday night,alone..

I was just trying to remedy our relationship,
but again,again and again..
ended up with failures,
because of such trivial promises that were broken .

I am not saying that I feel alone(although i do feel alone)
I supposed to be outing instead of typing out my feeling out here..
I hate this..
Hate that i feel alone,
hate that i am being left out
hate that the promise broke
hate this feeling overwhelming me!!!

give me back my Thursday!!!!

期待的红叶

末夏，窗外的蝉鸣渐渐消失
凉爽的风把郁闷的夏天赶走，
迎接秋天。

十月了，绿叶依然在雨中汹涌晃摇
天气突冷，以为秋天不来了，冬天早到了。
心情也随着天气而低落，感伤。
盼望着上学路上的那棵大树染上橙红色

等不及东京的红叶，就去了长冈
无数的来电，几翻考虑，再加上斗嘴，
终于到了长冈
迎接我的是那张灿烂的笑容。









路途遥远，但是那相见的心情，
都是值得的
开心，是最好的形容词吧=)

难忘，幸福，美丽的秋天