two weeks ago, jun hao mailed me a message, asking me to help him with the ASEAN Festival preparation.i hesitated.. from the bottom of my heart,i wanted to join such things so much,but desires were covered by my unconfident and coward..
i worried that i cant help much, i worry ro communicate with scholars from 10other asean countries in japan, i was afraid and worried so much about everything,trivial things..
but in the end, i did agreed to help him, i joined his bureau..
there was first meeting organised by jun hao at komaba house,on 23rd may 2010.
i went with tj..
things went wrong when subasni(secretarry of msaj kantou)offered a post of vice secretary.
jun hao didnt want AJK to help him in the festival and now i hav promised subasni to become her assistant.not serious conflict occured, but jun hao wantes us to think about that,tj has been offered another post of career and academic bureau.
tj said he will post the position.
my posting of vise assistant is in confirmation, but suba told me that it is almost confirmed that i will get the post..
this challenges is in front of me, coming to me soon..this is the time i could gain my experience and overcome my weakness. my confidence..
i have taken the challenges to change myself under lydia's advises and encourage..she told me a lot. that i have been underestimated myself, being no confidence without trying, and no determination on my pint of view.. i knew that, i hav been a coward, afraid of changing , afraid of taking risks.and for years, i wanted to change but i didnt..now, there is the chance, for me.. for myself, to love myself, to be a better me...
gogogo chyesin!!!
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