Homesick

I think I miss my home.Not sure but I think I am missing them more and more.
I thought I wont miss them and have once told my senior that I will be okay for not going back home next spring and summer holiday, I said I would be fine. told the same thing too to my family before I left home last summer.
But I am missing home right now. just 3 months after I left them.

sour eyes with smile while talking about my dad.
cried after seeing my mom crying over the screen.
Happy when I got my sister posted on my wall saying she miss me badly.
Laughed like I've never laughed before when brother told me about his good news.

I am so sentimental I know, That most of my post here are about my feelings.
But I can write only when I am emo.


I am into so many things these days.
Too many things on my mind that I am so tired of thinking,
and I am lost in doing things that I suppose to do.
I doubt about many things.

3rd Anniversary

owh yea, this post should be posted on 31st October, but..hm.. I have been busy lately(excuse)LOL.


everything in last OCtober was not in good timing. We didnt celebrate our anniversary this year. but we made something for each other ans send it via post.( he said he made something ugly for me.. cant wait to get them. heheh)



Three years, it's neither long nor short. Still remembered myself saying that I wont fall for him, but finally, it turned into reality.
I have been making an album of us, all handmade, and found it a good way to release stress. because I feel happy whenever i make it.



Happy Anniversary to my love one.. <3

filled with gloom

It is another emotional day.
I am in a gloomy mood while writing this post.

I dislike being ignored.
I dislike being neglected.
I dislike being brought into trouble that wasn't mine.
I dislike being ordered by an unsystematic person.
I islike being doubted.
I dislike everything when I am upset,
dislike everything but hate myself the most.

I laughed, I smiled, I joked, I enjoyed,
without my true soul.
I do,I learnt, I remember, I think,
without my brain.
I decided, I challenged, I tried,
without determination.

oh,what a bad day.
should I sleep early today,
get rid of everything that occupying my mind now,
hoping for a better tomorrow.
well, tomorrow wouldn't be a better one if I continued to be like this.


Till then.

窗外

寒冷的早晨，
沉闷的讲解，
被窗外传来的机械声引起注意。

被割下的校园的杂草，
一堆堆的堆在池塘周围。
浓郁的叶子的味道，
让我目不转睛的看着收拾杂草的Aunty uncle们。
看着看着，
想着想着，
突然这种想法出现了。

其实我以后成为路边打扫的杂工也不错嘛。
空气清新，
虽然会辛苦点，
但是不必用脑，不就是最好的嘛。

最近用太多脑，
用在多余的顾虑。
还有不必要的担忧。
好废。

下个星期，
就是下个星期的今天，
我明年的一年，
将会被决定。

没有期望很多，
只是期待7天后，
接下去的日子。

好期待。

ps:文章有点怪，
别见怪。=）

生病了

生病了。 在日本的第二年，终于生病了。 大家应该很奇怪为什么我说‘终于'吧。 他们说，日本人的生活太干净，使他们的自然免疫力退化，容易生病。 在日本的第一年，看见日本人个个都穿口罩。 特别是在春，秋和冬天。 问了身边的人，才知道原因。 要不是因为花粉症，就是伤风感冒。 从马来西亚的我，身体比较好吧。 但是，第二年了，应该是习惯了日本的空气，食物和生活环境吧》》生病了。 有Lydia 的照顾，太好了。 当然这个时候会想念某些人。 =.='' 上课，一位我非常仰慕的老师关心我， 有点受宠若惊。 开心=）

Old Friend ; Best Friend

It was a wonderful day having my best friend with me the whole day. It was 11 in the morning and her car parked in front of my house, waiting for me. Imagine a big sized girl, grabbing her blue hand bag, running and leaping towards the silver car. I was too happy to see her again! nevertheless. I am going shopping. hehehe She is pretty, gorgeous as usual but always make people feel fresh every time meeting her. She is one of the girl who inspires me. Has tomyam cintan Mee for our lunch before heading to Queensbay Mall in Penang The mall was not crowded as I found last few times when I came, despite it was a Saturday. spent four hours in a mall, but only walked in to 4 boutiques. which means we spent one hours averagely in one shop. hahahha. Man,see.. this is when girls meet shopping. XD didnt buy much thing but very lucky, I bought a pair of suits that I have been searching since last year.heheh.. We walked, we shopped, we chatted. The time flies. I can say we didnt stop chatting all the way long. How great I hope I can chat with a friend like this too in Japan. But I guess it is impossible. huhuhu, my japanese speaking skill is getting poorer and poorer. =( came back to Bedong at 7pm and we decided to go for movie again later on. We are watching The Smurfs!!!!! I wanted to watch soooooo badly but everytime I missed the chance. and now, it was time!! somemore watching with my best friend. hehehe.. the little blue buddies. hehe.. I 'smurf' smurfs 'Smurfly'!!!!!

Brief Update..with weary eyes

have not updated my blog for a month. I always wanted to,
but I always had excuses on not doing it.
Sometimes, I am tired,
Sometimes, I wanted to watch movies,
Sometimes, I wanted to sleep earlier but ended up surfing around.
Sometimes, I wanted to go hanging out with friends.

Have a lot of things to write down, but not knowing where to start, I gave up.
Not a professional blogger, nevermind. haha XD
I added nuffnang into my blog and it took me a night time to know more about it.

Going very well with boyfriend recently. His calls, his way of teasing and grumping towards me ( in his very special way), and flirting always make me smile. well, this is what couples will do right?=)

just came back from a nice trip with my parents 2 hours ago. Meeting my sister on the way back home, not know why, I feel great and warm to be with her, in her room. I miss her. I know she surely miss me more than I do, she is so fragile that I want to be with her most of the time, but in fact, she mentally protects me the most. sisters, the complicated but wonderful relationship.=)

And tomorrow!! yeah TOMORROW!! I am going to Penang with my best friend, Qi!!!!!!! Shopping, not needed to be explained, the greatest entertainment for girls!! ant wait for tomorrow.. hehehhehe.=P

Well, a bried update for now.gotta go to bed,so that I can be prettier for tomorrow's outing. eheheh.. Wil update soon. I promise guys!! XD
till then..Good night...