Feeling lost

I am feeling lost, for months, or I perhaps for years... I has been finding the path that I want to go, but I still havent found my real dream. People say: Dream big! 

But I dont have a dream! so how can I dream big??? 

My dream? hmm, I have been looking for my interest, my hobby or my dream for these 20years.I believe there a lot of 20s yound men and ladies are in the same condition as mine, but this should not be the excuse for me to feel relieved. I know I got to do something about this. 

There are actually a lot of options for me to choose, I can either continue my master in Japan, or go overseas to do my master, or stop my major in engineering, or work in Japan, or go back Malaysia for good, after graduating in 2015. You see, there are lots of options for me, but yet, I am lost. 

May be I am insecured about where ny choice will lead me, or may be I am fear to take the next step because I always tend to stay in the comfort zone. (well, there are some exeption though) or I should go with no plan and be spontaneous! i must be kidding myself! 

I cant even go out to Tokyo withoit planning! what to mention to graduate without have my next step decided?!? 

end of the post.(no conclusion) 

Wearing yukata for the first time!

I have been in Japan for 3 years and this was my first time wearing a yukata. I actually bought it three years ago, which was my first summer in Japan. I didnt have the chance to wear it until my seior asked me to go with her. At first I was still hesitating to wear the yukata or not because it's pink and there are some rabbits on the yukata. You know, I always think that pink is for cute girl, not for a big-sized girl like me. And the rabbit, is for Rabbit year, but this year is not rabbit year!So I wondered a lotbut finally I decided to just wear it. Who cares?! Nobody will notice me..
My senior has a nice yukata, a purple one.

It was the last day of August, 31st Ausguts,which was also the independence day of Malaysia. what a good timing to celebrate independence day with fireworks! lucky!
This is me in the yukata I mentioned. It is pink.... yes... very pink.. and please ignore the sign board behind. We actually couldnt made it to the festival site since there were too many cars going to the same destination, and the fireworks had already started. so we decided to stop by a paddy field. We still managed to see the fireworks,from another 'point of view' LOL...
The wind was cozy although it was summer.

Me in the pink+rabbit yukata.XD. 

 me and my senior... =)

the pictures below are the fireworks I managed to take. the color was actually much much nicer but my camera is not good enough to take them... please enjoy!!

Crossing the Rainbow Bridge

 It was a few months ago,I guess, when some of my friends from the same department planned to have one day trip in Odaiba,Tokyo. I am not sure whose idea it was, but it was a great idea to walk across the Rainbow Bridge. For whom don't know about Rainbow Bridge, it is a suspension bridge crosiing northern Tokyo Bay betweem Shibaura and Odaiba. This bridge is 798m long with a main span of 580m.(from wikipedia) It is actually an Expressway for vehicles and public transport. I didnt know that there is a walkway!! The rainbow Bridge has three transportation lines on two decks. There are two walkways on two sides of the bridge. It was a great time enjoying the strong breeze in the summer as Odaiba is an artificial island in Tokyo Bay,so it is windy. We went there in the early summer which was 35 degree in maximum! 

We also went to Tokyo Miraikan, which is the National musemof Emerging Science and Innovation in Tokyo. Then we went to the Tokyo Trick Art Museum!

Below are the pictures I took on the one day trip in Odaiba. Although I have been to Odaiba for many times, this time was the best one!

Please enjoy the pictures below because I love every picture and I edited each of them with my heart!!! hehehe..

Thank uu!!

This is how it looks like under the bridge! VEry industrial like right? in fact it is a port!

The entrance to the walkway! 

Under the bridge... you can see how strong it is!

We took the south Route

The members...

view from the bridge

There were this father and son crossing the bridge using bicycles.But they were not allowed to ride on the walkway so they have to drag them on a piece of "wood skateboard' lol

see how sunny it was!!! can you spot the train???

The train running on the track!

This is the expressway for normal vehicles.

Resting.

Boats racing on the water

Odaiba from the bridge

The illustration of the bridge.. you can see it is a double deck contructed

up, up, up, to the sky!

The framework of the bridge

whole panorama view of Odaiba city

posing ehhh..

approaching the goal!

a lunchbox after the walk

windsurfing!!!

selfie again!

guys posing!

Frisbee time! (UNDER THE DAMN HOT SUN)

us...

Visited gundam again. and yea, he was doing fine... may be just tired of standing??should let him sit on a chair next time!

 

There we go, to the Miraikan! the National Museum of Embracing Science and Innovation.

Posing again! Gundam style lol

huge globe in the middle of the building!

ASIMO, the robot, you know him? i have no idea who he is. hahahah

this robot dog can sense human's touch! brilliant isnt it?

Inspiration!!!

opppsss. gotchA!!

help me!!

The three men in the picture are actually drawn in the same size.

how many walls are there???

Rainbow Bridge at night