school again!

two days since school started.
classes were boring as every lecturer came in and asked us about our holidays..
and whenever they asked, i felt annoyed. something strong and heavy emerged and made me uncomfortable.

but today's lesson was a it different from yesterday's
because they are new to me in this final semester..
Applied Physics and Quantum Theory... sounds hard huh.. is worrying about these subjects.
it was Applied Physics lesson had in this morning. the lecturer looks nice and he talks slow
He explained the syllabus into very very detailed..lets see how detailed he is .
He reminded us to bring some necessary materials in next coming lesson,so he wrote them down on the blackboard.
1.physics textbook
2.Applied Physics experiment booklet
3.Neopal Physics questions
4.pencils,erasers,calculators
Note that!!!
Who doesnt bring pencils and erasers to school!!
i nearly laughed out loud in the class..XD

After recess, i was sitting at my desk and my tutor was still, quite as we always be..
we both are quiet because we have no close friends.
I dont feel like chatting with the girls even though they are standing beside me.. just dont..
dont like to "ying chou"lol.
but in my tutor's case, she is different may be..
then i offered her to study together after classes so that she can fill up her task list which shows her work as a tutor guiding me. if not, she wont be receiving money.
soon after i said so, i regretted.. XD..
no more freedom for me and the main thing is, i have to face her every minutes other than my sleeping time.. help me...

Again, misery occupied my heart ...