two days since school started.
classes were boring as every lecturer came in and asked us about our holidays..
and whenever they asked, i felt annoyed. something strong and heavy emerged and made me uncomfortable.
but today's lesson was a it different from yesterday's
because they are new to me in this final semester..
Applied Physics and Quantum Theory... sounds hard huh.. is worrying about these subjects.
it was Applied Physics lesson had in this morning. the lecturer looks nice and he talks slow
He explained the syllabus into very very detailed..lets see how detailed he is .
He reminded us to bring some necessary materials in next coming lesson,so he wrote them down on the blackboard.
1.physics textbook
2.Applied Physics experiment booklet
3.Neopal Physics questions
4.pencils,erasers,calculators
Note that!!!
Who doesnt bring pencils and erasers to school!!
i nearly laughed out loud in the class..XD
After recess, i was sitting at my desk and my tutor was still, quite as we always be..
we both are quiet because we have no close friends.
I dont feel like chatting with the girls even though they are standing beside me.. just dont..
dont like to "ying chou"lol.
but in my tutor's case, she is different may be..
then i offered her to study together after classes so that she can fill up her task list which shows her work as a tutor guiding me. if not, she wont be receiving money.
soon after i said so, i regretted.. XD..
no more freedom for me and the main thing is, i have to face her every minutes other than my sleeping time.. help me...
Again, misery occupied my heart ...
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
meeting super sempai(seniors)!!!!!!!!
She was the first senior,Lim Siew Ling that guided and told me bout PPKTJ back in KL..
Her mom's my parents' friend,and so we got help from her.
She is from Sungai Petani too.. and now doing master in Toyohashi unniversity of Technology..
we met in 吉祥寺(kichijyouji)..She was with another friend of hers,another senior of mine,named Lim Soo Sing.She is from Johor and she behaved like Xue Mey too. aha..
had a happy day with them.. we went to 農工大 to meet another SP senior from my kosen too,Jen Jen..
three of them are doing master ..wow.Master, never think of doing master.. haha..
They told me a lot about their studies and experiences.. nice to hear that but it made me worry and scare about the future..studying is not an easy task too..
hmm. gonna work harder... wish i could do that.
we visited Jen Jen's hostel but not her laboratory which i wished so much to see..
she is doing master in chemical field..
oh ya, we met Ben Foo at the station while waiting for Jen Jen.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
原来
他从马来西亚回来了。
一个人，一清早就去了机场。
昨夜的迟睡，两个小时的路程，
再加上在成田机场等了一刻小时多
好累，但是还是精神满满的。
等待的心情不特别，
但是当机程揭告板显示着KE703将抵达时
心跳加速，手掌是冒冷汗。
等呀等，半个小时过了，
看不见人影，电话却响了。
‘喂，你在哪'
‘在外面等着你咯，都一个小时了’
‘啊？真的啊？酱我现在赶出去'
什么嘛，他不是应该早就走出来吗？在里面慢吞什么？
等了再等，终于，黑色身影出现了。
又是那副搞怪的表情，
哈哈。^^
在上野的 Rock Cafe 吃了午餐（可算是午茶时间了）
他就匆匆忙忙的赶新干线，说再见了。
还不想回宿舍，
一个人，逛了上野几圈，才搭车回去。
半夜一点多，通电话。
说出了我心里觉得存在的问题。
结果，是我意想不到的 僵硬与泪水
原来我说的那些话，伤害了他。
原来我看不见他的努力与付出，
原来他不是我想像中的吊儿郎当，
原来我还不懂他对我的心意，
原来我误解了他，
原来我并不细心，
原来我并不了解内心的他
原来我不是自以为的成熟。
3个小时的沉默，疑惑，沉思，泪水，
换来的是觉悟。
打开你的心。。。
一个人，一清早就去了机场。
昨夜的迟睡，两个小时的路程，
再加上在成田机场等了一刻小时多
好累，但是还是精神满满的。
等待的心情不特别，
但是当机程揭告板显示着KE703将抵达时
心跳加速，手掌是冒冷汗。
等呀等，半个小时过了，
看不见人影，电话却响了。
‘喂，你在哪'
‘在外面等着你咯，都一个小时了’
‘啊？真的啊？酱我现在赶出去'
什么嘛，他不是应该早就走出来吗？在里面慢吞什么？
等了再等，终于，黑色身影出现了。
又是那副搞怪的表情，
哈哈。^^
在上野的 Rock Cafe 吃了午餐（可算是午茶时间了）
他就匆匆忙忙的赶新干线，说再见了。
还不想回宿舍，
一个人，逛了上野几圈，才搭车回去。
半夜一点多，通电话。
说出了我心里觉得存在的问题。
结果，是我意想不到的 僵硬与泪水
原来我说的那些话，伤害了他。
原来我看不见他的努力与付出，
原来他不是我想像中的吊儿郎当，
原来我还不懂他对我的心意，
原来我误解了他，
原来我并不细心，
原来我并不了解内心的他
原来我不是自以为的成熟。
3个小时的沉默，疑惑，沉思，泪水，
换来的是觉悟。
打开你的心。。。
Thursday, September 23, 2010
想太多
想太多，这三个字眼
曾经是最不喜欢的字眼。
使失落的她变得更失落。
使她坚信的事情动摇
也燃起了对自己的责备与责问。
虽然不认为自己的’想太多'是真的想太多。
想太多，是因为敏感，介意，和害怕。
受伤害的不止是自己，
也牵连了身边的朋友。
然后再进一步让自己伤得更深。
但是，想太多，有时候也不见得是坏事
因为这种心情，
让人变得更细腻
为单调的生活加上旋律
偶尔无病呻吟的拜访，
是 视是风平浪静的感情背后的空虚
一一揭开
更是麻木心情的调味料
当想得累了，
问号不见了。
不是消失，而是藏起来了。
就算浮现，也很快被主人赶走，
因为主人，在逃避。。
是在逃避吗？还是应该说放弃？
是放弃吗？还是不曾真正拿？
她，又再想太多了。。。=）
曾经是最不喜欢的字眼。
使失落的她变得更失落。
使她坚信的事情动摇
也燃起了对自己的责备与责问。
虽然不认为自己的’想太多'是真的想太多。
想太多，是因为敏感，介意，和害怕。
受伤害的不止是自己，
也牵连了身边的朋友。
然后再进一步让自己伤得更深。
但是，想太多，有时候也不见得是坏事
因为这种心情，
让人变得更细腻
为单调的生活加上旋律
偶尔无病呻吟的拜访，
是 视是风平浪静的感情背后的空虚
一一揭开
更是麻木心情的调味料
当想得累了，
问号不见了。
不是消失，而是藏起来了。
就算浮现，也很快被主人赶走，
因为主人，在逃避。。
是在逃避吗？还是应该说放弃？
是放弃吗？还是不曾真正拿？
她，又再想太多了。。。=）
Sunday, September 19, 2010
tired larrrr...
after non stop trip to toyama, saitama and kichijioji,tired and exhausted..not wanting to do anything including writing blog that i wanted to tell so much during my trip. i took a lot of pictures. jotted down name of places i went.. but i didnt mention alot in my blog.. because i am tired!
After 5months since i came to Japan, i feel that i have changed.
i don't feel like talking to others.
i just need more time and space for myself..
i can stay in my hostel for weeks,without talking to people around me..
or i should say i don't want to talk because it is tiresome.
i hate myself to have thought like that. but the feeling just fill my heart without control.
Too bossy and determine in what she feel and think. I know i am forgetful , i cant remember a lot of things, but it doesn't mean that i want to.. i couldn't make myself remember those trivial matters..
so, I kept quite whenever argue seemed to occur..
keep quite like my father always response to my mum..
May be it is this thought that made me refuse to go Disneysea tomorrow with the girls.
i found myself couldnt associate with the others.I hate to be hypocrite.To keep smiling to the person i dOnt like..although I do when have to..
webcam with my dad through skype. and turned out to witness their squabbling.
mom was so angry that she misunderstood that dad was complaining about her to me.
So mom rose up her high pitch voice, yelling at dad.. Dad just kept quite after his explaination didnt work..
The affection and communication between us got stronger recently where we talk and missing each other more often than before..
he made our relationship public which surprised me when i was on my way back from Saitama..
couldnt control the feeling that caused my lips to curve upwards..
although it is just a trivial matter, but i meant a lot to me as he was Him.. Mr Quah that would not do such thing in public.. ^^
After 5months since i came to Japan, i feel that i have changed.
i don't feel like talking to others.
i just need more time and space for myself..
i can stay in my hostel for weeks,without talking to people around me..
or i should say i don't want to talk because it is tiresome.
i hate myself to have thought like that. but the feeling just fill my heart without control.
Too bossy and determine in what she feel and think. I know i am forgetful , i cant remember a lot of things, but it doesn't mean that i want to.. i couldn't make myself remember those trivial matters..
so, I kept quite whenever argue seemed to occur..
keep quite like my father always response to my mum..
May be it is this thought that made me refuse to go Disneysea tomorrow with the girls.
i found myself couldnt associate with the others.I hate to be hypocrite.To keep smiling to the person i dOnt like..although I do when have to..
webcam with my dad through skype. and turned out to witness their squabbling.
mom was so angry that she misunderstood that dad was complaining about her to me.
So mom rose up her high pitch voice, yelling at dad.. Dad just kept quite after his explaination didnt work..
The affection and communication between us got stronger recently where we talk and missing each other more often than before..
he made our relationship public which surprised me when i was on my way back from Saitama..
couldnt control the feeling that caused my lips to curve upwards..
although it is just a trivial matter, but i meant a lot to me as he was Him.. Mr Quah that would not do such thing in public.. ^^
Friday, September 17, 2010
second day-kurobe dam
the destination was 黒部ダム(kurobe water dam) but we went from Tateyama,toyama to NAgano.. we crossed the mountain range which is 2500m above the sea level..
i enjoyed the view from the bus to the height of 2000m..where i could see the mountain of Japan.it was very different from Malaysia's forest. no trees but grasses and tiny flowers...
the whole journey from tateyama o kurobe was by transportation such as cable car, buses, and rope way cable car provided...no personal transportation was allowed...and the worst thing was that the fare was damn expensive..it cost 2000yen++ for the one way ticket for each transportation. As i mentioned just now, it needed not only one , but 5 or 6 stops to change our transport..
with my girl classmates..
all the girls
tateyama station, our starting point!
cable car... very steep larrr
i was standing at the most behind,could see the view while the cable car went upper and upper
the view from cable car.leaves are turning red on the top of the mountain. it is gonna be autumn huh?^^
reached bijyodara by cable car. from here, we changed to bus to the height of 2000m..
bus platform..the bus station attendant was fierce.i ws searching for places on the bus(iiws the last one got on the bus)and the uncle forced me to sit down on the place i didnt want to ,beside my lecturer!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bus stopped at 1260m height and let us see the 96m water fall...
and then we reached Tateyama which is 2350m high at 10.30am.. we spent 3 hours at this stop to enjoy the scene ..the view was awesomely beautiful! here you go the pictures of Tateyama views!!!
nice right!!!!!!!!!!!with the cool breeze blowing.. nice place to go...(but not a place for a walk!!!!!!!!!)
hehe
i like the lake behind me.. forgot the name.^^
the hot spring of sulphur they call it valley of hell.. lol
the yellow thing is sulphur
the cutest girl in my class.. ^^
this is not a place for walk, we climbed uncountable staircases..we sat down after almost every 10 steps... =(
guess how much was this.. 650 yen for 3 pieces of toasts!!!!!!!! walao.
stop here fisrt.. it is late here and i am tired after trips.. lol goodnite
i enjoyed the view from the bus to the height of 2000m..where i could see the mountain of Japan.it was very different from Malaysia's forest. no trees but grasses and tiny flowers...
the whole journey from tateyama o kurobe was by transportation such as cable car, buses, and rope way cable car provided...no personal transportation was allowed...and the worst thing was that the fare was damn expensive..it cost 2000yen++ for the one way ticket for each transportation. As i mentioned just now, it needed not only one , but 5 or 6 stops to change our transport..
with my girl classmates..
all the girls
tateyama station, our starting point!
cable car... very steep larrr
i was standing at the most behind,could see the view while the cable car went upper and upper
the view from cable car.leaves are turning red on the top of the mountain. it is gonna be autumn huh?^^
reached bijyodara by cable car. from here, we changed to bus to the height of 2000m..
bus platform..the bus station attendant was fierce.i ws searching for places on the bus(iiws the last one got on the bus)and the uncle forced me to sit down on the place i didnt want to ,beside my lecturer!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bus stopped at 1260m height and let us see the 96m water fall...
and then we reached Tateyama which is 2350m high at 10.30am.. we spent 3 hours at this stop to enjoy the scene ..the view was awesomely beautiful! here you go the pictures of Tateyama views!!!
nice right!!!!!!!!!!!with the cool breeze blowing.. nice place to go...(but not a place for a walk!!!!!!!!!)
hehe
i like the lake behind me.. forgot the name.^^
the hot spring of sulphur they call it valley of hell.. lol
the yellow thing is sulphur
the cutest girl in my class.. ^^
this is not a place for walk, we climbed uncountable staircases..we sat down after almost every 10 steps... =(
guess how much was this.. 650 yen for 3 pieces of toasts!!!!!!!! walao.
stop here fisrt.. it is late here and i am tired after trips.. lol goodnite
研修旅行induction trip(?) first day
It was a class trip which the they call it 研修旅行.i searched dictionary for the word in English, and i found this:Induction..which means the process of introducing sb to a new job,skill, organization.. hmm.. I dont think this trip introduced me to a new job nor skill..
It was a 3D2N trip which is from 山梨(yamanashi)to 富山(toyama)and then to 長野（nagano)
so.... the first destination was Santory Factory in Yamanashi.. Santory is a famous beverage company in Japan.
the factory was surrounded by trees, which is environmental friendly wor....
suntory whiskey
various type of distiller
the products of years and awarded
written there. read it yourself^^
the barrels.. a lot huh
burning the barrel..to make the whiskey taste nicer
fermentation tub
suwa lake
then we left yamanashi,heading to toyama
view from the bus. nice. very differ to tokyo..
and then we reached the hotel..立山国際ホテル(tateyama international Hotel)
this uncle, the bus driver.He must be very tired driving all the way for hours,then when we reached,he had to take out and put in all our luggages. no one helped him, including me. lolXD
the hotel welcomed us by putting up the notice.. haha
the lobby. i like the wall art^^
was provided bath clothes(?) .we wore and went for dinner and hot spring^^
my brother said i look fat!!!!
walking to the dining hall with yukata
but the most impressive one was the food!! first time in my life, had this real japanese style cuisine!! nice and full!!
It was a 3D2N trip which is from 山梨(yamanashi)to 富山(toyama)and then to 長野（nagano)
so.... the first destination was Santory Factory in Yamanashi.. Santory is a famous beverage company in Japan.
the factory was surrounded by trees, which is environmental friendly wor....
suntory whiskey
various type of distiller
the products of years and awarded
written there. read it yourself^^
the barrels.. a lot huh
burning the barrel..to make the whiskey taste nicer
fermentation tub
suwa lake
then we left yamanashi,heading to toyama
view from the bus. nice. very differ to tokyo..
and then we reached the hotel..立山国際ホテル(tateyama international Hotel)
this uncle, the bus driver.He must be very tired driving all the way for hours,then when we reached,he had to take out and put in all our luggages. no one helped him, including me. lolXD
the hotel welcomed us by putting up the notice.. haha
the lobby. i like the wall art^^
was provided bath clothes(?) .we wore and went for dinner and hot spring^^
my brother said i look fat!!!!
walking to the dining hall with yukata
but the most impressive one was the food!! first time in my life, had this real japanese style cuisine!! nice and full!!
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