四月一号; 星期日

2012年四月的第一天, 是星期日.
本来想说今天是一个星期的开始.
但是明天才是.
正常是星期一嘛.

在我家乡,星期日代表一周的开始,,
我曾经讨厌星期天,
因为周末结束,
要早起去上课,没得赖床!!

但是离开家乡,
在外地求学,
星期日成了我喜欢的天,
因为在这天,
我可以呆在房间,
荒废时间.
说是荒废,但是对我来说,
并不是荒废,也不是浪费.
因为我需要那一天,
放松放松!!!

现在马来西亚电台My fm播放着张国荣的歌曲哦!
还是老歌最好听!
今天可是已故的张国荣,一代巨星的忌日.
想到张国荣.就想起了梅艳芳.
有点想念他们的电影.

四月的第一天,
回顾过去三个月,
发生了很多事,
但是发现自己还是那样浪费时光,
考大学的温习,一点一点的在读着,
但是进度很慢,很慢.
很担心,很压力,
不懂该从哪开始.
为了这考试,我没回家.


四月了,
再这样下去,
可惨了.
加油吧,陈彩馨.

16th March

March, is always my favorite month of all. March is my month, the month I was born.I am always proud to be a Piscesian.
A Piscesian possesses characteristics like sensitive, gentle, vulnerable, easygoing and most importantly, they prioritize love and relationship and sometimes exists emotionally rather erationally. They tend to be imaginative and creative.
I personally think that my personality fit to a typical Piscesian except the creativity.XD
Sometimes, I like to be 'emo' and 'lost because I know myself better in such way, I tend to think seriously only  when I am upset. and I think I am special in this way.hehe

I sometimes belive in zodiac, that I starts to wonder if engineering is the right journey for me. The zodiac says that a Pisces works with beautiful things and may success in work related to arts and design. I should have gone to Lim Kok Weng. ahahaha. Kidding la.
Japan is a beautiful place, may be Japan is the 'beautiful thing' that I am working in. haha.

Celebrated birthday with seniors and friends during a trip to Nikko.8 of us was enjoying chit-chatting and drinking in the hotel in Kinugawa. Time flies, seniors would be leaving soon, and the three funny guys from Finland were leaving Japan in two days time. Feel reluctant to say goodbye, but saying goodbye is unevitable.

Thank you guys for the surprise!=)

 Dad, mom and sister bought me a cake and we blow the candle over the the screen of my lappie.A tiramisu flavored one.  Birthday celebration seems to be a tradition of my family. It's like a MUST to celebrate the birthday of each of us, to show our love, our rememberance and care to each other. I was upset and down until they showed me the birthday cake over the screen.
Heart was warm and happy seeing them switching off the light and fan, trying to light up the candle. Swtiched on and off for three times, finally the celebration finished by a birthday song and blowing candle together. Dad was like a big baby boy, so cute that I couldnt help to laugh.haha.Mom was looking at me quietly, like always, but I know she misses me very much. Sister busy taking photo. ahahah. She edited the picture taken and made a pictue collage with them.
taddaa!!!! A nice picture right? hehe

Thank you da jie... love!

Unlike the last 21 years, I always had big cake where we could share together. Cakes were always unfinished and kept in the fridge and then mom always had to bother on the leftover cakes. Well, I had cake this year too, hadn't I? aAnd mom didnt have to worry about the leftover cake too, haha.
i wish I ciould go back to hoe, to their sides soon. but I realized that I prioritize works than family, I am not a workaholic though.

while, there were something disappointing too. Friends in Facebook posting birthday wishes even though my birthday has past, and guess what, they were my friends for 10 years and above. That was why I felt bad about it. There was even one guy  thought that 18th was my birthday, and he called me in the 2am ,MIDNIGHT!!!!!!!!!! oh, midnight man!!! 21st century, the existance of SNS is not definitely a good thing for the world. haha.

Nagano: Indicating the beginning of March; the starting of laboratory life

1st March, I had a three days trip Nagano(長野) for an study on a microscopy technique, the TEM(Transmission Electronic Microscope) which I have to master this for my research this year. So, this was the main purpose we wen to Nagano College of Technology to meet Mr Oshida, who is using TEM for his research too.My research is about Carbon, or mainly graphite intercalation compound. It is difficult just like how it sounds. haha.

 Hmm, since we semangat go to Nagano from Tokyo, we made use of the chance by travelling around Nagano too. I like Japan, because the scenery here is so nice, that I wish I were a painter, that I could draw them on papers, and keep it with me. I wish I were a professional photographer,that every picture of the scenery Were nicely taken. Well, I still dont have my own camera and could only capture using my iPhone. 

Nagano was a nice place. crowded city, but not hectic as Tokyo. 

#1 an Ashiyu(足湯) in at the platform of a station. 

#2 電子情報工学科,which is Electronic Information Engineering in direct translation.Mr Oshida is with this  department

#3 Taken this picture rigth before Mr Oshida opened his door, terkejut me!

#4 the two girls are my lab-mates while the handsome looking guy is the prof, in the building of Nagano Kosen,waiting for Mr Oshida

  Talking about Nagano, Zenko-Ji is a must-go-place.

#5 The long path viewed from top of the entrance of the temple

#6 zenko-Ji 

#7 shops long the path to the main hall of the temple

#7 Oyaki( お焼き) is famous in Nagano. It looks like chai kui yang digoreng, instead of kuchai, they had radish, fried vegetables, red beans and apple inside.it tasted totally different! Chai kueh taste 100 times nicer.well. the apple one is nice too, but still cant be compared with malaysian Chai kueh hahahah. 

#8 Japanese style post office.

# 9 railways viewed from Obasute station

#10 another view of railway. It snowed in the morning the day before.

#11 went to Matsumoto castle

#12 found this tree interesting.it has a BIG tummy like my papa! haha. well, they filled the empty trunk with cement  to preserve the old tree.=)

#13 one of the oldest building in Japan, the  開智旧学校 which was built in 18century

#14 s street very obviously haha, forgot what It called.

#15 凹凸堂 interesting name, hahaa

# 16 Obasute station姨捨駅

#17 Inariyama station, the nearest station to My friend's grandparents' house.

#18 wearing hanten(袢纏) to keep us warm in theh winter of Nagano, which usually goes below 0degree.

grandmama insisted me to wear it although I said I wasnt cold. haha.

#19 cheese!!! 

#20 picture taken in front of their house before leaving 

#21 in front if Inariyama station.

#22 a very old train stoppping

#23 picture not in the right order, but well, this is the main destination of the three days trip 

#24 lunch in a shop in Gondo street

#25 See our prof? then you will know why we like him much.haha

#26 camwhore along the street of Nagano city! it is a Kabuki buiding behind us

#27 corner museum

#28 Zenko-Ji

#29 zenko-ji again

#30 zenko-ji again!!!

#31 stupid pose

#32 finally found a good tool that four of us can take a picture together. haha

#33 Nomikai after the TEM study in Nagano Kosen, all the 5 men are lecturers

#34 in an express train back to Tokyo

#35 view of Nagano city from Obasute staion

#36 we went there on 3rd march!

#37

#38 Matsumoto castle

#39 Matsumoto castle

#40開智学校

#41 

#42

camera

I am so longing for a camera.

I want a camera!!!!!!! 

I am still alive

After the trip from Nagano, the first trip with my labmates.
I came back on 3rd March. and I slept from 9pm that night until 4pm on the next day.
I just didnt want to wake up. Because I know, I have to sit on the table messed with books.

To be honest,I am so so stress about the entrance exam.
I dont know know where to go,
I dont know from where I should start,
I dont know if I can make it.

slept form 9pm to 4pm, then wake up and had some drinks.
And I ended up the days with two movies.
And I forgot the movie I watched.
so it was 4th March, ended.
No lunch no dinner.

Then 5th March.
Woke uo at 9am,very rare.
Made some cleaning.
then started my revision.
It was so cold that I jumped onto my bed, Covered up my feet and body with the blanket.
then I fall asleep again.
Ended up the day without doing anything again.

6th March, Morning, approached appointment with my lecture.
Decided what my final year research theme.
Finally, I cooked some nice one for myself.

                                                                           Breakfast

                                                                   

This is really a balanced diet compared to what I had have a few days ago.
At least it is better than a bowl of white rice with raw eggs.
that I felt weak the days before.

  Lunch

I am still alive, after some messy and frustrated days I had.

29th Feb 2012

29th Feb 2012, is indeed a special day.
Sze yang and Lydia leaving Tokyo tonight. They are leaving. I didn't think that I will feel upset, until the very last minute, I feel empty.

It was snowing on the last day of the month, the last day in Tokyo for them.
He is sad, he said.
And I know she will miss us, just like how I do.

They have been supporting me, listen to me these two years.
She was a mom, a sister, a senior, a friend to me. We laughed, we argued, and we had conflicts(which she didn't realized) .
He was a good listener, adviser, senior, and person I admire. The most kind man I have ever met.

Including ung Jie, 4 of us was the best group ever. Whenever we sat together, there must be laugh and silly acts. Well, sometimes serious. I will miss those moments we had together.
And I am missing them already..

还是朋友

曾经希望那天坐在我前面说那番话的是你，
曾经希望过我的日记里还是可以有你，
曾经希望你送的东西，不只是收起来。

感到庆幸知道我们能够再是朋友，
同时也清楚知道自己一直都在给自己借口不去忘记。
成为普通朋友，也没什么不好的。
虽然不能再建造共同的回忆，失去了安全感,
知道我们还是朋友，已经够了。
够了，但可以让我再贪心点吗？
让我占你心中的一小部分，小小的也好，
别把我给忘了。

这两年来让我勇敢走过的你。