Last Winter

I have been running away from works and things I should do after coming back from my family trip last week. Today is the 5th day and i still couldn't put my feeling behind and move on. So I decided to do something I like.=)

I usually like to take nice pictures and always want to share them in my blog, and share with you what I see everyday.

In this post, I am going to share the nice view I enjoyed last winter with my own eyes, and felt with my own skin. I love the whiteness that bring freshness to my brain, and make other colors more contrast. 

Part #1: All the way from my house to Tsukuba Station

The next morning after the storm snow, I decided to take a walk instead of bus to the station, because I know i wouldnt have been able to see these scene if I took a bus to the station. 

#1 White background make dull yellow building looks more lively than usual.

#2 Cant believe it has been with me for 1 year. the basket full with snow!

#3 Stairs covered with snow!

#4 the cars looks like they have special hats on haha

#5 Riding bicycle carefully as the road is too slippery to accelerate

#6 Another cute car with hat on.

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#10 see how deep the snow is 

#11 beautiful strip on the road formed by the cars haha.. i love this photo!

#12 The place I always go

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#14 Tsukube Expo Center

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#17 The station!

#18 the bus terminal

#Part 2 Another early Morning to the school. 

It was 7 am of a day in January. Didnt expect to see the sky dyed in orange!

#19 This is the way from my house to my University. Wanted to take a bus but no bus coming in another 30 minutes so I decided to walk to school, in the freezing temperature and slippery road. 

#20 see how the sunrise make the building dyed in orange?

#21 The Matsumi Pond in my university campus

#22 I always wanted to know who he is..

#23 This is why I like my campus.

#24 Snowing 

#25 Selfie in the white

#Part 3 : Snow storm in Ginza, Tokyo

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朋友的心声・我的心声

凌晨1点，刚下班，看到朋友的短信。
感情上出了点问题。朋友想放弃了。

朋友觉得对方不够关心自己。在对方面前不能完全释放自己，表达自己。
感情一开始就好像是个错误。
我想这都是男女之间常见的问题吧。男人都是这样吗？

自己本身也是因为其中同样的原因而结束了前一段恋爱，所以很有同感。现在搞成自己在半夜3点写这页部落格。
这两年，还以为自己已经完全放弃了，还以为自己看透这段感情的不可能
两年后，他再次踏进了我的生活。试着不让自己再次跌进同样的心境，但是让我好像失败了。心里头其实还在期待，却不懂在期待什么。
反而发现自己还是不是他重视的那一个。他还是以前的他。

当时那个决定，对自己说过不会后悔。

凌晨3点、该醒了，还是该睡了?
其实心里的答案、只有自己知道。

该说早安了。。

It's autumn again!!

Autumn has never fail to keep me looking forward to it, and it is finally here. The reason why I love autumn because it is colorful than spring. You can see leaves falling along with the wind and the road seems like a yellow carpet. The rustling of leaves when the wind blow and the sound I make when i step on the dry leaves.. Yellow, red and some greens, the color of nature, is the most beautiful thing in the world.

So I am sharing the picture I took around the center Tsukuba city, a small city I am living in now..=)

25 things I want to do before I get 30

1.have a wide social network
2.join different kinds of events.
3.have wide knowledge
4.Read more than 50 books ( I seldom read!)
5.Be a matured and elegant lady
6.Do some volunteer works.
7.Travel in Japan with my family
8.Hang out with friends every weekend
9.have a sisters vacation with Ah Yen!
10.have high EQ
11.find a man who loves me very much
12.get a job that I enjoy
13.Stay in another country other than Malaysia and Japan
14.Get slim
15.Can pose like a model
16.Have a huge wardrobe full with beautiful clothes and dresses
17.Speak fluent English
18.Improve my blog.
19.Decorate my house with fancy and creative DIY stuff,all by myself!
20.Travel to Europe!
21.Own a coffee house!
22.Have my own house
23.Donate blood
24.Backpack travel alone
25.have a photo album collection about people and things that matters a lot.

Feeling lost

I am feeling lost, for months, or I perhaps for years... I has been finding the path that I want to go, but I still havent found my real dream. People say: Dream big! 

But I dont have a dream! so how can I dream big??? 

My dream? hmm, I have been looking for my interest, my hobby or my dream for these 20years.I believe there a lot of 20s yound men and ladies are in the same condition as mine, but this should not be the excuse for me to feel relieved. I know I got to do something about this. 

There are actually a lot of options for me to choose, I can either continue my master in Japan, or go overseas to do my master, or stop my major in engineering, or work in Japan, or go back Malaysia for good, after graduating in 2015. You see, there are lots of options for me, but yet, I am lost. 

May be I am insecured about where ny choice will lead me, or may be I am fear to take the next step because I always tend to stay in the comfort zone. (well, there are some exeption though) or I should go with no plan and be spontaneous! i must be kidding myself! 

I cant even go out to Tokyo withoit planning! what to mention to graduate without have my next step decided?!? 

end of the post.(no conclusion) 

Wearing yukata for the first time!

I have been in Japan for 3 years and this was my first time wearing a yukata. I actually bought it three years ago, which was my first summer in Japan. I didnt have the chance to wear it until my seior asked me to go with her. At first I was still hesitating to wear the yukata or not because it's pink and there are some rabbits on the yukata. You know, I always think that pink is for cute girl, not for a big-sized girl like me. And the rabbit, is for Rabbit year, but this year is not rabbit year!So I wondered a lotbut finally I decided to just wear it. Who cares?! Nobody will notice me..
My senior has a nice yukata, a purple one.

It was the last day of August, 31st Ausguts,which was also the independence day of Malaysia. what a good timing to celebrate independence day with fireworks! lucky!
This is me in the yukata I mentioned. It is pink.... yes... very pink.. and please ignore the sign board behind. We actually couldnt made it to the festival site since there were too many cars going to the same destination, and the fireworks had already started. so we decided to stop by a paddy field. We still managed to see the fireworks,from another 'point of view' LOL...
The wind was cozy although it was summer.

Me in the pink+rabbit yukata.XD. 

 me and my senior... =)

the pictures below are the fireworks I managed to take. the color was actually much much nicer but my camera is not good enough to take them... please enjoy!!