After so long.. I finally updated

I thought I have deleted my blog accidentally and fortunately it wasn't!

It has been a while since I updated! Super duper busy in lab now, doing synthesis and studying everyday.Chatting and eating and drinking sometimes after monthly presentation.
Having great fun and doing healthy life because I started to work out recently.

Have a lot of thoughts in my mind like always, but I am going to figure them out!
Discover more about myself, bring out my better self!

good night people.

P/S: I know there might be no one out there reading my blog but deep down in my heart, I am hoping there is someone reading this. XD (so that I wont feel like I am talking to a white screen) hahahah

Till then!

Chyesin

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's Day to all the fathers in the world. and also to my papa.
Shame to tell that I havent called him today to wish him. Sorry mama for didnt wish you too. I feel like I am a bad daughter!

My dad, he is the best man in the world. He loves me and I loves him more than word can describe. Since young, he always gives what I asked for, and supported me whenever I needed.
Every morning, he is the one who sent us off and pick us up from the school no matter how busy he was. although me and my siblings were always the students who waited for our parents to pick us up from the school.

Then when I started commuting to a further place to pursue my secondary education, he paid the expensive bus fare every month,and accompanied me to wait for the bus in the early morning, before the sunrise. I remember him always wake up in his navy blue sarong on his upper half naked body, and black trousers, with weary eyes. He would always wait until I got onto the bus, and the bus left.
Sometimes I missed the bus and he had to take his Nissan Sentra to send me to the school,which is 20km away from my home. I felt guilty for my mom whenever I missed the bus because dad would have to send me to school and she had to handle the shop alone in the busy hour.

Although I seldom miss home, or call my parents, but i always love them and I wish for their best. I wish I can be independent as soon as possible so that they can stop working day in and day out.

Happy father's day!

A lazy Saturday

Finally, I have one Saturday that I can,or I should say I let myself take the day off!
I have been busy with since last year, not having time to care about how I breathe LOL, I am being exaggerating.
after job hunting,I started laboratory life, as I have to do a research for my graduation.
Day in and day out, i spent most of my time in the lab. synthesising, analysing and managing.  Come home at 10pm or sometimes with part time job.

AND.. finally, I can take rest today, slept until 10am and treating myself with some comedy!
I am watching How I met Your Mother, season 3. Okay , I know it is very outdated but.. it is okay! hehe.

with my favorite bun on my head in my my comfy room!

And comedy for relaxing!

Have a nice weekend everyone!

Enjoying!

Never felt so happy in my life . Not because I got into a new relationship but because I feel content with my busy life right now. Getting into a new lab, and it was definitely the best choice I have ever made.Friends, seniors and professor in my laboratory are passionate about their research, they discuss and even when they joke, it is all about science. I feel content and filled, the feeling that I have always been finding.
Only one year in this lab, but I am going to do my best and make it the best memory ever!

Last Winter

I have been running away from works and things I should do after coming back from my family trip last week. Today is the 5th day and i still couldn't put my feeling behind and move on. So I decided to do something I like.=)

I usually like to take nice pictures and always want to share them in my blog, and share with you what I see everyday.

In this post, I am going to share the nice view I enjoyed last winter with my own eyes, and felt with my own skin. I love the whiteness that bring freshness to my brain, and make other colors more contrast. 

Part #1: All the way from my house to Tsukuba Station

The next morning after the storm snow, I decided to take a walk instead of bus to the station, because I know i wouldnt have been able to see these scene if I took a bus to the station. 

#1 White background make dull yellow building looks more lively than usual.

#2 Cant believe it has been with me for 1 year. the basket full with snow!

#3 Stairs covered with snow!

#4 the cars looks like they have special hats on haha

#5 Riding bicycle carefully as the road is too slippery to accelerate

#6 Another cute car with hat on.

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#10 see how deep the snow is 

#11 beautiful strip on the road formed by the cars haha.. i love this photo!

#12 The place I always go

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#14 Tsukube Expo Center

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#17 The station!

#18 the bus terminal

#Part 2 Another early Morning to the school. 

It was 7 am of a day in January. Didnt expect to see the sky dyed in orange!

#19 This is the way from my house to my University. Wanted to take a bus but no bus coming in another 30 minutes so I decided to walk to school, in the freezing temperature and slippery road. 

#20 see how the sunrise make the building dyed in orange?

#21 The Matsumi Pond in my university campus

#22 I always wanted to know who he is..

#23 This is why I like my campus.

#24 Snowing 

#25 Selfie in the white

#Part 3 : Snow storm in Ginza, Tokyo

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朋友的心声・我的心声

凌晨1点，刚下班，看到朋友的短信。
感情上出了点问题。朋友想放弃了。

朋友觉得对方不够关心自己。在对方面前不能完全释放自己，表达自己。
感情一开始就好像是个错误。
我想这都是男女之间常见的问题吧。男人都是这样吗？

自己本身也是因为其中同样的原因而结束了前一段恋爱，所以很有同感。现在搞成自己在半夜3点写这页部落格。
这两年，还以为自己已经完全放弃了，还以为自己看透这段感情的不可能
两年后，他再次踏进了我的生活。试着不让自己再次跌进同样的心境，但是让我好像失败了。心里头其实还在期待，却不懂在期待什么。
反而发现自己还是不是他重视的那一个。他还是以前的他。

当时那个决定，对自己说过不会后悔。

凌晨3点、该醒了，还是该睡了?
其实心里的答案、只有自己知道。

该说早安了。。