it has been just one month I didn't update my blog. But a lot of things happened in this short time,especially the predicted but unbelievable tragedy that happened to the Land of the Rising Sun.
A 8.9l gratitude earthquake had hit Japan,causing tsunami which swept away hundred thousand people's lives and damaged Fukushima Daiichi Nuclear Power Plant. Chaos happened in the neighboring countries due to the worrying towards the possible leaking of radiation.
Since then, most of the customers who entered my dad's shop asked me the same questionsssss again!!
'Jepun tsunami lo, u mau balik Jepun lagi ar?' or
'tempat u belajak kat mane? tak kena tsunamii ar?' or
'tak yah balik la, radiation lo, balik buat apa?'
these were the most frequent asked questions. there are more questions that I cant tell all.
people listen, read and tell about the tragedy. mom and dad and relatives started to worry about my returning to japan. There was even a suggestion from a friend to stop studying in Japan but start all over again in local Universities or colleges. and my respone to this suggestion was---Walao, 太夸张了啦！！ sorry for using different languages but I want to express it in a more accurate way. forgive me=)
Parents were worried and they wanted me to postpone my flight to Japan. I thought that postponing one week wouldnt change anything if the radiation was really there. I would got affected by the radiation too. but to comfort my worried papa and mama, I decided to postpone.
And thus I reached Japan on 4th April instead of 31st March.
We said goodbye on 3rd April evening. It was really really hard to say goodbye. I didnt feel reluctant, not until I stood beside my mom,wanted to give a hug and say goodbye.
but... but.. hehe.. tears dropped before I realized. Mom refused to hug hug and she cried too. what an embarrassing phenomenon!! lucky that there wasnt any customer in shop.hehehe
Papa seeing me off until I got into car. His eyes was red, and it was my first time seeing this.
couldnt control, tears dropped rapidly,non stop. aduhai...
my brothers are the cutest persons in the world!!! i dont know how to describe the day they said goodbye to me. It was just, sweet....<3
I miss them already.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
being home
Hai hai!! I am back to Malaysia!!!! well, it isn't really an excited thing though.
Erm, It was almost two weeks ago since I reached home. too busy and lazy to update =P.
I should enjoy my days first right? hhe
It was my first time returning to Malaysia from overboard, and I have been waiting for the day(25th Feb 2011). Things happened which my home returning became an unhappy one.
First, I left the valentine's gift for him in the fridge of my dormitory in Japan. It was such a shame that I felt so sad about that.
second, we quarreled in the airport which brought us into a cold war for hours in the airport and plane.And I almost missed the plane.( I boarded 5minutes before the flight time)
third, I just realised that I bought too few souvenirs for my friends and family. I need more!But my luggage as overweight already!
If someone asked me the first thing I felt for this home returning, I would say, HOT!!!!
Malaysia is really hot. I could feel the heat once I stepped onto the exit gate of the plane.
people around us weren't just fair,but yellow and dark. words on the sign boards wasn't english or Jpanese but Malay was the main language.
Back to home, days are not special. Days are just like before. I help in my Dad's grocery shop. Shouting and asking my parents for the prices of goods,chatting and joking with the customers.
AH,, the special one is this---Avoiding my parents friends. 三姑六婆
I avoid because I dont like explaining about life in Japan and their questions dont change.
oo. You are the one go to Japan ar? how's Japan? Japan nice ho? You stay in hokkaido or tokyo? you get used to their food ?(As if Japanese only eat Sushi)
Come on.. Change the topic. ishhhh..
I run whenever I see their cars approaching my dad's shop.hehe..
My parents have bought a new house near to my current house. mom is busy with the renovation of the house. We children dreamed for the home showed in TV but mom has her own budget and she said she is satisfied with a normal and simple house. hmm. nvm lo, We build our own dream house in the future and let her stay with us. ^^
earn money!!!!
met up with my best friend in a japanese restaurant. Wasnt bad^^
the outing was a nice and comfortable one as I only listen to her story. I wanted to share my storied in Japan too, but the memories in Japan just lost and blank in my head.
I think I really have a memory lost problem. I cant remember things well. its like, when I am in Japan, I barely remember how Malaysia is. AND now i am in Malaysia, I merely remember what I feel in Japan. Oh no.... I want to tell my stories to my grandchildren next time but now I am worrying if I could tell my child in the nearer future.. XD
the day after tomorrow will be myone week trip to sarawak, KL and Kampar!!!
Till then^^
Erm, It was almost two weeks ago since I reached home. too busy and lazy to update =P.
I should enjoy my days first right? hhe
It was my first time returning to Malaysia from overboard, and I have been waiting for the day(25th Feb 2011). Things happened which my home returning became an unhappy one.
First, I left the valentine's gift for him in the fridge of my dormitory in Japan. It was such a shame that I felt so sad about that.
second, we quarreled in the airport which brought us into a cold war for hours in the airport and plane.And I almost missed the plane.( I boarded 5minutes before the flight time)
third, I just realised that I bought too few souvenirs for my friends and family. I need more!But my luggage as overweight already!
If someone asked me the first thing I felt for this home returning, I would say, HOT!!!!
Malaysia is really hot. I could feel the heat once I stepped onto the exit gate of the plane.
people around us weren't just fair,but yellow and dark. words on the sign boards wasn't english or Jpanese but Malay was the main language.
Back to home, days are not special. Days are just like before. I help in my Dad's grocery shop. Shouting and asking my parents for the prices of goods,chatting and joking with the customers.
AH,, the special one is this---Avoiding my parents friends. 三姑六婆
I avoid because I dont like explaining about life in Japan and their questions dont change.
oo. You are the one go to Japan ar? how's Japan? Japan nice ho? You stay in hokkaido or tokyo? you get used to their food ?(As if Japanese only eat Sushi)
Come on.. Change the topic. ishhhh..
I run whenever I see their cars approaching my dad's shop.hehe..
My parents have bought a new house near to my current house. mom is busy with the renovation of the house. We children dreamed for the home showed in TV but mom has her own budget and she said she is satisfied with a normal and simple house. hmm. nvm lo, We build our own dream house in the future and let her stay with us. ^^
earn money!!!!
met up with my best friend in a japanese restaurant. Wasnt bad^^
the outing was a nice and comfortable one as I only listen to her story. I wanted to share my storied in Japan too, but the memories in Japan just lost and blank in my head.
I think I really have a memory lost problem. I cant remember things well. its like, when I am in Japan, I barely remember how Malaysia is. AND now i am in Malaysia, I merely remember what I feel in Japan. Oh no.... I want to tell my stories to my grandchildren next time but now I am worrying if I could tell my child in the nearer future.. XD
the day after tomorrow will be myone week trip to sarawak, KL and Kampar!!!
Till then^^
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Two weeks before going back home
It’s 13 days until I go back to my sweet home, but I have to endure with my exam first before I can start packing my luggage, and this is the hardest part when you are waiting for the time to come, but more time on preparing and studying at the very last minute for the exam.
I luckily had two extra public holidays. But, still, I spent the time unwisely. I stay awake till the midnight talking to my bf, facebook-ing, Tumblr-ing, taking picture of the first snow in my place. Then woke u late in the morning, Again, spent my whole day with the books on my table writing and solving without my heart. Newly bought camera kept seducing me to take the picture of snow. It is not nice to experience the first snow during the exam week. But, because of my senior, Subasni’s temptation to play in the snow, I didn’t miss the chance enjoying the snow. We couldn’t feel our fingers and toes. Freezing… but we still could move and play around larrr…and went to the Nepali food in neighbor village(?) with my classmates ..
Hey, come to think of it, it wasn’t a wate of time right? Haha.. great, no regret no regret.
Huuuuhhh.. outside is cold and my room is warm, but unventilated. It’s cold if I open the window or door. What should I do.XD
Writing craps here, don’t want to go back to my books. Dull and makes me more dizzy in this unventilated room. Argh.. I need Malaysia’s air.!
first snow flake i saw in my life time
happy valentine's day!
She is Subasni
I love this picture the most.<3
I luckily had two extra public holidays. But, still, I spent the time unwisely. I stay awake till the midnight talking to my bf, facebook-ing, Tumblr-ing, taking picture of the first snow in my place. Then woke u late in the morning, Again, spent my whole day with the books on my table writing and solving without my heart. Newly bought camera kept seducing me to take the picture of snow. It is not nice to experience the first snow during the exam week. But, because of my senior, Subasni’s temptation to play in the snow, I didn’t miss the chance enjoying the snow. We couldn’t feel our fingers and toes. Freezing… but we still could move and play around larrr…and went to the Nepali food in neighbor village(?) with my classmates ..
Hey, come to think of it, it wasn’t a wate of time right? Haha.. great, no regret no regret.
Huuuuhhh.. outside is cold and my room is warm, but unventilated. It’s cold if I open the window or door. What should I do.XD
Writing craps here, don’t want to go back to my books. Dull and makes me more dizzy in this unventilated room. Argh.. I need Malaysia’s air.!
first snow flake i saw in my life time
happy valentine's day!
She is Subasni
I love this picture the most.<3
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
除夕夜
现在的几个小时前，
满满的读书心情
心情是不寻常的快乐
现在对着电脑
看着爸爸那着给我的红包
心里想的，
并不是我19 年来期待新年拿红包的心情，
而是告诉爸，我要的并不是红包！
这是爸第一次猜不到我的心吧。
我想要得
是六个人肩搭肩说新年快乐
是抱着爸爸的手臂
是全家围着没有空间的圆桌
是和大姐在房里试穿明天去婆婆家的新衣服
是在妈妈的房间帮她包红包
是四兄弟姐妹守夜玩扑克，输钱的会瓜瓜叫，赢钱的会哈哈笑
新年初一，
我总是会摆臭脸，因为爸妈很爱拖时间
因为不喜欢应酬亲戚，
而且得六人挤一两车
但是现在身在他乡
终于感受到那种幸福，是特别的
虽然和前辈，还有其他留学生
一起在中国料理
但是心里还是空虚的
最温馨的，
还是今早睡醒受到好友，芬荠的祝福与问候
绮，我还是喜欢枫绮。。。
谢谢你。love love
最后，
和大姐自拍
才把那心情回复回来
新年快乐！！！
满满的读书心情
心情是不寻常的快乐
现在对着电脑
看着爸爸那着给我的红包
心里想的，
并不是我19 年来期待新年拿红包的心情，
而是告诉爸，我要的并不是红包！
这是爸第一次猜不到我的心吧。
我想要得
是六个人肩搭肩说新年快乐
是抱着爸爸的手臂
是全家围着没有空间的圆桌
是和大姐在房里试穿明天去婆婆家的新衣服
是在妈妈的房间帮她包红包
是四兄弟姐妹守夜玩扑克，输钱的会瓜瓜叫，赢钱的会哈哈笑
新年初一，
我总是会摆臭脸，因为爸妈很爱拖时间
因为不喜欢应酬亲戚，
而且得六人挤一两车
但是现在身在他乡
终于感受到那种幸福，是特别的
虽然和前辈，还有其他留学生
一起在中国料理
但是心里还是空虚的
最温馨的，
还是今早睡醒受到好友，芬荠的祝福与问候
绮，我还是喜欢枫绮。。。
谢谢你。love love
最后，
和大姐自拍
才把那心情回复回来
新年快乐！！！
Saturday, January 22, 2011
My passion (?)
P/S: I am not upset while writing this ^-^
I always wish myself to be an outstanding or at least a better person than I am now.
erm,outstanding??
For this reason,I have been struggling and working hard on discovering myself-what my passion, my interest, my strength and my personality is.
I always ask,learn,remember(as I always forget^_^), ask myself and others for advice, plan my future, keep myself breast of news.....
I made myself read before I slept every night to improve my English,bought sewing kit to learn sewing, flours and recipe to learn cooking, took up a post in MSAJ despite all the fears and unconfidence...
I need to find thing that I am really really keen in, and do something with it, at least i can answer when someone ask about my hobby or how I spend my free time.
.... but sad to tell, i failed to find my passion. =.='
I thought about things that I feel good after doing it to know what my passion is.
I feel that I am the happiest person when watching Hindi movies, though the story line for most of the movies are almost the same, but I just cant move my eyes from the screen, tears of touching and laughing never absent while watching. And I cant say it is my passion,that I cant even remember the actors' names, update myself with new releasing movie. well, It might be my passion.owh.
Next, I like shopping, put on nice dress and clothes. Okay, you can say it is everyone's interest,erm,but let me put it in my like-list,pleaseee.^^
thank you.. hehe
I wish to have a huge wardrobe that heaped with clothes and dress, a lovely box with accessories, another wardrobe for shoes,and HIGH HEELSSSSSSSSS!!!! But that is impossible with no self-income, nice body line, and the height.lol!! This also can be a passion too right?
I enjoy taking and looking at photos. Nah, this one I improve in photographing. The last time I scolded for couldn't snap a nice photo was last year and now I am praised by some of my friends. of course I cant snap very good picture yet, but at least 'not bad' hehe..
Hmm.. what else??
oh ya, I like to listen to people.passion?? dont know*shrugging* XD
'U have to sacrifice to achieve anything you long for' is what he always tell me, his principle.
I always wish myself to be an outstanding or at least a better person than I am now.
erm,outstanding??
For this reason,I have been struggling and working hard on discovering myself-what my passion, my interest, my strength and my personality is.
I always ask,learn,remember(as I always forget^_^), ask myself and others for advice, plan my future, keep myself breast of news.....
I made myself read before I slept every night to improve my English,bought sewing kit to learn sewing, flours and recipe to learn cooking, took up a post in MSAJ despite all the fears and unconfidence...
I need to find thing that I am really really keen in, and do something with it, at least i can answer when someone ask about my hobby or how I spend my free time.
.... but sad to tell, i failed to find my passion. =.='
I thought about things that I feel good after doing it to know what my passion is.
I feel that I am the happiest person when watching Hindi movies, though the story line for most of the movies are almost the same, but I just cant move my eyes from the screen, tears of touching and laughing never absent while watching. And I cant say it is my passion,that I cant even remember the actors' names, update myself with new releasing movie. well, It might be my passion.owh.
Next, I like shopping, put on nice dress and clothes. Okay, you can say it is everyone's interest,erm,but let me put it in my like-list,pleaseee.^^
thank you.. hehe
I wish to have a huge wardrobe that heaped with clothes and dress, a lovely box with accessories, another wardrobe for shoes,and HIGH HEELSSSSSSSSS!!!! But that is impossible with no self-income, nice body line, and the height.lol!! This also can be a passion too right?
I enjoy taking and looking at photos. Nah, this one I improve in photographing. The last time I scolded for couldn't snap a nice photo was last year and now I am praised by some of my friends. of course I cant snap very good picture yet, but at least 'not bad' hehe..
Hmm.. what else??
oh ya, I like to listen to people.passion?? dont know*shrugging* XD
'U have to sacrifice to achieve anything you long for' is what he always tell me, his principle.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Happy New Year!!!(i know its late=0 )
I wanted to title this blog as 'New Year Resolution' but I could not stop myself from relating this title to my English Composition class, where my teacher asked us to write a looooonnnnggggg essay about what we wanted to achieve in this new year. Nooooooooooo!!!!!!!! I know we should set a target for our future but, please, not composition. =)
I couldn't think about other title, and so the lame title is decided. haha
New year celebration 2011 was different with past years. I spent my new year eve in a Internet Cafe ( Japanese call it Kisaten), sleeping in a narrow, small,uncomfortable cubicle, rolling myself into a moon shape. The worst one was that I lost the precious souvenir that represented 6 of us.
each of us would have taken each color. but i lost it. Guilty !!!! I am sorry girls!!
Nothing meant more than celebrating a speacial day with people I miss a lot.
Went to HArajuku with Xue Mey to meet up Angela and Si Gee. sudah lama tak jumpa lorrr. I missed them so much. While waiting for the two beauties, hanging around a big temple in Harajuku with Xue Mey. The Japanese clebrates their new year by visiting and praying in temples. A temporary Harajuku Station was set up because of the flow of people to the temple was too large. Some of them wearing traditional clothing.
People throwing coins into the area covered by white clothes in front of the main temple hall
traditional clothings,Kimono if I am not mistaken^^
writing my wishes on a wooden piece^^
haha dont laugh at my wishes! I meant it!
It had come to noon when the two beauties arrived(finally).too excited to meet them after a long time, we chatted near the exit of station. And I got a BIG, HUGE surprise!!!!! I met Krishna, my best friend, my special friend!!! We didn't make arrangement to meet each other, nor know where each other would be. But we met!!! I was so excited and surprised that I kept hitting on his arms. haha. too excited.. I dont usually hit people(>.<)
these pictures were taken in a Softbank store in harajuku, playing Ipad while waiting the iphones to be fully charged.
Four of us walking around harajuku but ended up with shopping alone. Si gee and I separated half way=.=... xue mey and Angela, having no interest in clothes shopping, sitting at Mc D. haha.
Xinyi met us up for lunch too^^ received her souvenir from Taiwan^^ I got a muffler, very furry ..
I left them earlier to meet Fu Wei, who was with his boyfriends shopping for fukubukuro at another place. We were heading to Osaka very soon after that^^
I couldn't think about other title, and so the lame title is decided. haha
New year celebration 2011 was different with past years. I spent my new year eve in a Internet Cafe ( Japanese call it Kisaten), sleeping in a narrow, small,uncomfortable cubicle, rolling myself into a moon shape. The worst one was that I lost the precious souvenir that represented 6 of us.
each of us would have taken each color. but i lost it. Guilty !!!! I am sorry girls!!
Nothing meant more than celebrating a speacial day with people I miss a lot.
Went to HArajuku with Xue Mey to meet up Angela and Si Gee. sudah lama tak jumpa lorrr. I missed them so much. While waiting for the two beauties, hanging around a big temple in Harajuku with Xue Mey. The Japanese clebrates their new year by visiting and praying in temples. A temporary Harajuku Station was set up because of the flow of people to the temple was too large. Some of them wearing traditional clothing.
People throwing coins into the area covered by white clothes in front of the main temple hall
traditional clothings,Kimono if I am not mistaken^^
writing my wishes on a wooden piece^^
haha dont laugh at my wishes! I meant it!
It had come to noon when the two beauties arrived(finally).too excited to meet them after a long time, we chatted near the exit of station. And I got a BIG, HUGE surprise!!!!! I met Krishna, my best friend, my special friend!!! We didn't make arrangement to meet each other, nor know where each other would be. But we met!!! I was so excited and surprised that I kept hitting on his arms. haha. too excited.. I dont usually hit people(>.<)
these pictures were taken in a Softbank store in harajuku, playing Ipad while waiting the iphones to be fully charged.
Four of us walking around harajuku but ended up with shopping alone. Si gee and I separated half way=.=... xue mey and Angela, having no interest in clothes shopping, sitting at Mc D. haha.
Xinyi met us up for lunch too^^ received her souvenir from Taiwan^^ I got a muffler, very furry ..
I left them earlier to meet Fu Wei, who was with his boyfriends shopping for fukubukuro at another place. We were heading to Osaka very soon after that^^
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Ski trip 2010 (Naeba, Nigata)
so it was a ski trip organized by hong yao, my senior studying in the same kosen as Fu Wei,on 29th to 31st Dec 2010.
It was my first time dealing with the freezing cold weather, and of course, snowboarding.
I didnt look forward to it before going, however, I did enjoy the 3 days with my friends, and seniors,although there were only 5 seniors who came.
oh.. I miss them already..
erm.. lazy to elaborate, just write my feeling and conclusion(hehe)
I feel so thankful to Fu wei,Pei Loon for teaching me how to slide down from the steep hill of snow,using snowboard,Ah Chan sempai for lending me his cool and stunning snowboard(mine ws found broken, up at the top of the hill XD)
Thanks to Soon Kie,for being encouraging and companying me during the trip,Hong Yao, Minley and ming rong for guiding me.
erm, why I write as I had won a grand prize? haha.. but i really want to say thank you ma..
Fall and tumbling many many times, we found ourselves couldnt wake up the next morning. The body was in pain, tired arms, legs, shoulders, and BUTTOCKS!!!!!
cute leh? =)
my gang of snowborading. soon kie, keng yaw, pei loon^^
3 beauties in the snow!!haha
two pretty and lovely seniors^^ Kelly and Minley!
'pillow talk with pei loon, soon kie, Jun hao and hong yao. jun hao couldnt stand with the tiredness. imagine we stay awake all night long after the all day snowboarding and falling!!
photo taken in front of staying place
us^^
It was a fun trip I have had. Like to have a gathering like this, with friends, seniors and .er.Juniors??? haha..
argh.. the juniors re coming to Japan in 2 more months> I will be the senior, not the youngest junior in Japan anymore!
I dont wanT!!!!!
It was my first time dealing with the freezing cold weather, and of course, snowboarding.
I didnt look forward to it before going, however, I did enjoy the 3 days with my friends, and seniors,although there were only 5 seniors who came.
oh.. I miss them already..
erm.. lazy to elaborate, just write my feeling and conclusion(hehe)
I feel so thankful to Fu wei,Pei Loon for teaching me how to slide down from the steep hill of snow,using snowboard,Ah Chan sempai for lending me his cool and stunning snowboard(mine ws found broken, up at the top of the hill XD)
Thanks to Soon Kie,for being encouraging and companying me during the trip,Hong Yao, Minley and ming rong for guiding me.
erm, why I write as I had won a grand prize? haha.. but i really want to say thank you ma..
Fall and tumbling many many times, we found ourselves couldnt wake up the next morning. The body was in pain, tired arms, legs, shoulders, and BUTTOCKS!!!!!
cute leh? =)
my gang of snowborading. soon kie, keng yaw, pei loon^^
3 beauties in the snow!!haha
two pretty and lovely seniors^^ Kelly and Minley!
'pillow talk with pei loon, soon kie, Jun hao and hong yao. jun hao couldnt stand with the tiredness. imagine we stay awake all night long after the all day snowboarding and falling!!
photo taken in front of staying place
us^^
It was a fun trip I have had. Like to have a gathering like this, with friends, seniors and .er.Juniors??? haha..
argh.. the juniors re coming to Japan in 2 more months> I will be the senior, not the youngest junior in Japan anymore!
I dont wanT!!!!!
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