糊里糊涂的，不在状况

今天下午开了一个会，开会过程，我好不像我自己。

人家在讲话，我的头脑好像有在听，但又好像在放空。

不明白大家在说什么的时候，问了，人家在向我解释时，也是心不在焉。

心，不知道在哪里，在想什么。

整个人就好糊糊涂涂的，搞不清楚状况。

虽然说自己已经有了2两年的经验，但是知道的事，却是一大堆的。

我想，应该是因为我每一次都搞不清楚状况，糊糊涂涂，幸幸运运地走了过来吧。

发觉自己好傻傻的，什么都不懂。

住在东京快3年了，还是搞不清楚最常去的新宿。

也搞不清楚我参与的团体活动的很多东西。

在研究室里，也是半知半懂活了过来。

那天考上筑波大学也是不懂为什么自己会考上。

大多是都是糊里糊涂的。。。。。

Happiness

These few days, I am being so positive thinking that even there were unhappy thing happened but I just took them easily. I like this kind of feeling, of being happy.. not care about those trivial things that I have always cared.
I want to feel how I feel now everyday. Like worrying not much,care no much and enjoy every little moment.

Yeah, May be that's what happiness means--->enjoy every little moment.

Cheer =)

12/12/12

12/12/12 sounds like a special day so I decided to post something on this 'special' day.. XD

So today is Wednesday and the first thing I do is the Chinese class. But unlike the usual one, I am having a very good mood today. Although I woke up in the midnight after spilling a cup of coffee with my blanket and cleaned up the place at 3 in the midnight. Haha!
May be its because I talked over something that I have been upsetting of, and may be because I know that I won't be seeing that person today!!!!!
And may be because I had a nice time running away from the lab to my
favorite place----> LIBRARY!!!!


So I am having a nice time and nice mood and enjoying moment today!! How about you?!?
Hope you have a nice day too!! ;)

Screen-shot of my phone!

Bad day

A bad day, when you I don't feel like doing anything,but have to...

Feel so unmotivated and easily get irritated but still have to keep the feeling inside, and fake smile in front of people.

Posting in the class

So it's Wednesday morning again. FYI, I am taking Chinese language as my foreign language class. Yea, you are perfectly right with your eyes. I am taking 'Bahasa Cina' as my 外国語. So the class is boring to the max, to the infinity that I finally decide to post something here to kill my time.

Had a lab meeting yesterday and we discussed about the schedule for the rest of the months before graduate.
Can't believe that we have so much to do. Because I thought I would have more time after the presentation last week at an academic conference in Nagano. Well, it was so wrong.

Going to work harder on following my planned schedule. Not only for my thesis , but also for the presentation and classes and organizing career fair for the association next year. Going to be busy but not so if compared to my other seniors.

Give the best you can!!!


This is the quote that I recently keep in my mind whenever or whatever I am doing.
Let's make the days better and heart wider!

couldn't come out of any idea on the title for this post.

Just feel like writing down something I have thought recently, and killing my time.

Well, I kow it's Saturday and I have been spending it 'wisely' by sleeping for the whole day. I woke up, take my meal and slept again. haha. what a way to enjoy the weekend. Just came back from a conference in Nagano,for three days, in suit. That was really killing me. Wearing suit and he high heels just kill me (although I feel smart in it. XD hahaha.)

So, what I wanted to say?? 

Okay,  I forgot.... WTF.

I think I have to go into my bed and let my mind rearrange everything I have been thinking these days. Too many things happened, and too many thoughts that occupied my mind.
Wish me luck for my Japanese Language Proficiency Test tomorrow..

Till then( until I recall what I wanted to say in this post) LOL

Who; When; Where

Who When Where. 这三个字，很简单。

但是一直都在问自己，Who; When; Where;

Who

谁是知己，谁是朋友，谁只是一面之缘的人？

谁是命中注定的人，

谁是只是路过人？

谁是敌人，谁是贵人，谁是恩人。

未来我又会遇见谁/

在我生活里，他们扮演的是谁。

When

什么时候，遇到真正的知己，

什么时候命中注定的人会出现.

什么时候发现路过的人，就是我的恩人，贵人。

什么时候知道要珍惜，什么时候知道得放下。

什么时候让自己更宽容，什么时候变得更有智慧。

什么时候找到“自己”

Where

东南西北，上下左右。

向哪里走，才不会迷路。

向哪里追，才会找到？

往哪方面想，才不会悲观。

往哪方面思考，才会找见思路？

who;whern;where

其实都不重要。